Entry title: This should be ending, right?
Date / Time : Friday, May 21, 2010 / 4:39 AM
During break time, about 10:16AM.
I was about to go downstair. But he was there, holding 2 cans of drinks. So i stopped right there, called his name out, here's the conversation:-
me: "M____?" M: "aaaah, hi!" me: "hi.." M: "aaah, oh-kaay.." **SILENCE, FOR A WHILE.. HE WAS ABOUT TO GO UPSTAIRS..** M: "keatas lah.." me: "ah? oh-kay.." ('wth?!')
At The Libary :
M stopped walking, give the drinks to the libary teachers. So yeah, i stopped there too. one of the teacher: "thank you" ('i think she was asking him something or maybe they were joking of something') Im just followed him at the back G, M's friend: "woi mezan" M: "kajap, ni kn be-dating skjp ah.." me: ('whaaat? msa ani, smpt lgi ia kn be-cali?') M: [tarik krusi, duduk tarus] me: [just the same] M: [SILENCE] (i think he was stare at me maybe) me: [SILENCE TOO|im trying not to stare at him, liat arah lain saja] M: "so?" me: "huh, so?" M: "ahh, so.." me: [SILENCE] M: "kau class apa?" me: "aah, 9si2..seklas sama adik mu, zafirah.. aah" M: "nervous kh?" me: "aah, auu..hahaha (make a fake laugh)" M: "okey, haha.. Umurmu brapa?" me: "ah, fourteen.." M: "oh, critakn lh apa saja yg kau tau smua sal aku/kenapa kau suka aku?" me: "ah, aku.. suka kau msa thn lps msa 20 May.." M: "oh (he wants me to go on)" me: "ah, aku suka kau msa first time lh tu.. Msa year 8a plg tu, break time..kn aku rehat sma dairena tu, cm kmi ckp2 lh tu. Then, kau maybe d atas jln2..iath aku nda sngaja te liat kau..then.." M: "then?" me: "then iath aku tarus suka kau atu.." M: [*muka serious, ia tarus taruh tngnnya arh mukanya then buat mukanya like muka kusut*] "oh my.. ish.." me: ('i know whats the meaning of that sign') M: "ah, stu.. lgi?" me: "ah? Kau jua yg mau ckp ani.." M: "aku mau tanya kau sja, k?" me: "oh.. (smbung crita) then sma jua d friendster.. si azreena gtau aku fs mu, so aku search kau lh tu. Sma jua mcm d facebook.. Ah, sma lh tu mcm tdi aku critakn.." M: "owh, mknanya kau.. stalker aku lh tu.. ?" me: "ah, au~ ehh, hahahahaha, maybe jua lh~" M: ('i love this part') "ah, HAHAHAHAHA [*he laughed out loud, not that very loud*] HAHA.. (he looked and smiled at me like *AWW, IA CUTEE!*) me: [*i smiled, stared him because of his smile and laughed, haha.. so do i*] ('omg, i looked like stupid on this part..haha, yayaya whatever) M: [*he stopped laugh*] "kau kn ke class kh?" me: "nda jua" M: "tadi atu?" me: "oh, atu salnya.. Aku kn cari kau tadi.." M: "owh.. Okey, atu sja.." me: "atu.. saja?" ( 'thats it?' (': ) M: "au.. kau kn ke klas?" me: "ah, inda.. Maybe tarus ke dewan kali" M: "eh, au ah! kmu ada maths quiz.. agath. Sorry ah" me: [*kn bdiri but then duduk lgi, kn tnya ia smething*] "kau ada gf kn?" M: "ah.. Yg jujurnya.. Au, aku ada, ******* (i dont know apa ia ckp at that part) iath aku nda mau ani jdi slh phm arah ia, okey? sorry ah, sorry.." me: ............ "ah, okey..owh nda papa tu.. hahaha [*bdiri, trus taruh krusi*] sorry ah, sorry sorry sorry sorry.."
Then i leave him there. i was about to cry that time. But, he was there! so yeah, i told my self not to CRY infront of HIM! im trying not to cry until school's end..but, naah.. i cant hold that much LONGER.. :')
PS: i never thought that libary was such a creepy place for me to end up this Lovelife story :')
